I think every creative type hits critical breaking point somewhere in their path. The level of burn out can be extreme. You’ve essentially delivered your own self-destruction through a multitude of projects with others with an inhumane level of commitment. Often we make a personal investment of the soul in our creative work, and when that investment is compromised, through the actions of yourself or others, you can experience a total annihilation of self.
Personally, I thrive on pushing my boundaries. I welcome the opportunity to stay busy and am a self-professed workaholic. When ideas run through your brain 24/7 and you experience a gut-wrenching, heart-gripping, genuine need to create, you have to get it out, whatever the cost. Sometimes that cost involves sacrificing those casual drinks with friends, your relationships, your homelife and even the self. Creation and destruction dance hand in hand.
After many months of working on several festivals, venues, events, films & performances, I reached breaking point… and ‘survived’. Project-wise, 2012 has been fruitful and productive. But at what cost? I had lost a large part of myself. Shortly after the conclusion of the Gorelesque tour, I set off on a 5 day journey, in order to fully reconnect with myself and the earth. And after waking up each morning with the sun, unzipping the tent to a view of the vast ocean shoreline… I feel reluctant to return to the virtual world … but eager to return to my creative work…
Here are a few snaps of my wanderings:










“I’m restless. Things are calling me away. My hair is being pulled by the stars again.”
- Anais Nin

I miss the taste of morning mango and the fresh salty air already!
VW xxx